🌻I saw water. I said I wanted to break my friends, but my dependency won’t let me away. I’d like to think that I can work it out some, but I want to be put in the ground.
🌻Today I needed a break, my friends are up in mountains and I am drowning in lakes. I swallowed water right in front of her face, just to show that she had nothing to say. (at Grant Park)
punk nite (at Mary’s)
Tired of feeling and looking sick, good thing I have control over one of those things! #flu2014
This rain is boo boo ☔️💦💧 #self
Going through my self folder, feeling ridiculously nostalgic.
I am ugly tired half-asleep on my dog.
I super duper hate putting my face on at 11 pm, just for my plans to fall through. Especially when I got my hopes up for them, so here’s a fucking fed-up selfie.
I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz, or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off. I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul. I love you as the plant that never blooms but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers; thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance, risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body. I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride; so I love you because I know no other way than this: where I does not exist, nor you, so close that your hand on my chest is my hand, so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep
In serious pain.
In serious pain.
one of those nights
not givin a fuck bout you dusty hoez
Take me back to this night. Before I ever got myself in over my head.
Happy new year.